28 Day anti-impulsive Wish List

  • Decadriver RM300
  • Samsung Wave budget:RM1699 DDate: November 15th

Thursday, May 24, 2007

LOOK MOMMY! IM IN THE NEWS!!!


IM IN THE NEWS, IM IN THE NEWS!! Go look at 23rd May 2007's THE STAR under Metro section page M24!! And Start Reading. Or you could go HERE,
For the online version.

CHeck it out....WHat do you see here?

nothing? yea ur right...but look closer!!


IM THERE!! YAY!!! "But there are lots of ppl named Justin"

ERm yea...But I was there!! WOOHOO!!

ah well...its always like this... I feel like the one eyed Green monster in Monsters Inc. A glimpse of fame..though its just real small.. sigh...I wish I had someone who'd be proud....apart from my parents...

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

After liberating so many problems,DMT is disheartened to see many more...

For all the things I've done for all the employees in the company, for all the times I put my head on the line for them, they push all their faults and blames back to me. I feel disheartened that they would have the heart to do this.

I've never asked them for anything in return, but a smile on their face. And they back stab me with a Corrective Action Request. (If u avid readers remember I issued a Department a Car about a month or two ago.)

At the eve of SIRIM's advance, they come back to me with this C.A.R...


Non-conformance reads "No evidence shows that the Internal Auditor Justin Ong Yu Yi have attended Internal Quality Audit Training and/or are a qualified auditor. He have conducted Internal Audit and issued C.A.R on 6/4/07"

My manager writes back In corrective action:"We will send Justin Ong Yu Yi to attend the Internal Quality Audit Training to qualify as auditor. From now on CAR will be issued by TKF on behalf of Main. Dept."

Followup detail reads "1. Justin in future will not be the auditor for calibration material (handled by TKF certified auditor)" .

This will not do..not in our company. Seriously must not practice last minute syit like this. Bad english and insults my name as well. I give my time to help my managers do things, and this is what happens. I feel like my head is cracking into 3 pieces. What is the meaning of this year? Im losing my mind, lost my heart....and im losing my soul...

I feel disheartened..I thought I could live this self-sacrificing life ...but the more I experience, the more I lose my focus...of why I started in the first place. Im going no where...the world is telling me that if I become a cold-hearted jerk, I would have better luck with everything else....I'm at the brink of believing it...I dunno wat to do...I'm on my knees, my soul curling up inside...again....

Monday, May 21, 2007

May's Monologue

Feels good to be a hero today. Went to work slightly late, not too late. Wasn't 7.45. Morning meeting wasn't on yet. Why I said it felt good to be a hero today? Cause I was....sorta.

See My Dept Head, was going to have a meeting today at 2pm...some Management Review he had to present. And its his first time and not seen the slides before. At 830am my manager calls me up and says..."I havent prepared anything for the DH, I need your help to update a presentation,".

Im like "okay". You see where Im headed? It was a 20 page presentation I had to prepare for my DH before 2 pm. Now usually, he would give like few days before hand. But he was sick on Friday. And saw that the meeting was today...after the morning meeting. EXACTLY!!

I didn't finish till 30mins before his presentation. Had to double check and go through with him. My manager helped. After the slobbing I realized that I did not have morning tea or lunch. I was so tired and hungry, but it felt good. So small a thing, I felt that I didn't let my manager down even though it was his fault. I felt like a true Executor. Thats a fancy name for an executive who just got slaved around.

I think my dad was trying to cheer me up when he sent me this joke. It goes like this

THE BOSS
>
>
>Who's in Charge? All the organs of the body
were having a meeting,
trying
>to decide who the one in charge was.
>
> "I should be in charge," said the brain,
"because I run all the
body's
>systems, so without me nothing would happen".
>
>
> "I should be in charge," said the blood,
"because I circulate oxygen
all
>over so without me you'd all waste away."
>
> "I should be in charge," said the stomach,
"because I process food
and
>give all of you energy."
>
> "I should be in charge," said the legs ,
"because I carry the body
>wherever it needs to go."
>
> "I should be in charge," said the eyes,
"because I allow the body to
see
>where it goes."
>
>"I should be in charge," said the rectum ,
"Because I'm responsible
for
>waste removal."
>
>
>All the other body parts laughed at the rectum
and insulted him, so in
a
>huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days,
the brain had a terrible
>headache, the stomach was bloated, the legs
got wobbly, the eyes got
>watery, and the blood was toxic. They all
decided that the rectum
should be
>the boss. The Moral of the story? The as$hole
is usually in charge !!
Yea i feel much better now....-.-