Loss...

A cringe of fear
first settles near
in a place you never knew...

Could feel so filled with fear
to loose a dear
your ankles follow suite.

The words were spoken,
your chest heartbroken
you brace to save your soul

And yet it lags
you feel it drag
and know its a long long drop.

It seems alright
wasnt so bad, without a fight
you stand and laugh at fear

But as you stand your veins
your chest then your heart
shrinks, broken, just by seeing the word 'apart'.

You console your soul
chicken soup for a ghoul
who'd feel better in a tick.

But then a wave so great
like a slap from cold meat
you crumble eyes so thick.

You bury your face
in the hope that this case
you can hold your feelings right

But no matter how logical
your mind is still an animal
its difficult not to put up a fight.

You awake from your cave,
cowardice to be saved,
and wonder if the coast is clear.

But as you make a stand
two feet on suddenly sand
you wobble through the day on and on.

Every moment you face
persons, a smile you must make
so to hide what goes on inside...

But as you turn and face
the mind provoking blaze,
your heart thumps hard inside..

You console yourself
'hey you did this to yourself'
a burn you must endure..

But its tough to see,
a dear say leave,
it'll seem yesterday though so long long ago..

You call your friends
family out on the weekend
for a lunch or dinner at 8

But no matter how much
you try the bunch
cant cheer you up long though the night late.

You return home
to your comfy home
your parents still awake

Don't want to startle them
not their fault that ur damned
silence not a word not a sound

ANd you creep in your room
wishing u had harry's broom
and sweep this memory all gone

Then you come to think
why god bring me things
that in the end i have to let go..

Like an ice-cream cake
in the window pane
that you can never afford to know.

But then you see,
A hope that one day would be
And your heart feels shattered no more..